ROSE-COLORED BOY

SENSITIVE SMORGASBORD

PRESENTING

ROSE-COLORED BOY

WRITTEN BY

ROSSYAM HADI

ROSE-COLORED BOY

IS ALWAYS ROSY

TRAIN

CAPRICIOUS

WORK OF ART

I REMEMBER YOU

LUMINARY TALES

JAPAN

BLACK HOLE

PINEAPPLE

LOST

GREEN LIGHT

THE BEACH AND YOU

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 - CREDITS -

I would like to say thank you so so so so much for those that supported me and this blog since the first day. Since 2013 until now. I love you guys so so so so much. I know life is hard and everyday we will face a new challenge and obstacle, but we also becoming stronger every single day. I hope this collection of poems can inspired you to be optimistic in life and always look at the bright (positive) side. I hope you put your rose-colored glasses on and chasing your dreams. Just enjoy you life and always be happy, there's a rainbow that waiting for you after the rain. I hope that you will like each poem in 'Rose-Colored Boy' as much as I like writing it for you.

Love,

Rossyam.

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I PRESENT TO YOU ROSE-COLORED BOY. LET THE WORDS IN.

IS ALWAYS ROSY

You found a blank world,
Shades of black and white,
You are searching for the missing.
That was parts of yourself.

Living in a scenery of imagination,
Where everything is always rosy,
Put your rose-colored glasses on,
You will never see things the same again.

There is always a two sides of every story,
I want to be the writer of my own,
Drawing and coloring my patterns,
Ended with happy ending.

You asked for a pair of wings,
But you don't know where to fly to,
When life decided to have a battle,
You can rolling with the punches.

I might have failed,
But I don't regret at all,
You can be right or you can be loved,
I just want to be loved.

TRAIN

The last trip was at 11.50 pm,
Waving you the final goodbyes,
I cried a bit after your train left,
I will miss your pretty eyes
And you.

The last night with you,
You hugged me tight,
Whispering the same words,
"I love you, baby,"
All over again,
Until I felt asleep in your arms.

The last day with you,
You took me out for shopping,
You bought me ice-cream,
Knows how much I love it,
You're so sweet and nice.

The last time with you,
We watched all your favorite movies,
You said even your body goes away,
But you're leaving your soul behind,
I'll live forever in you.

I went home afterwards,
Put your shirt on,
And smell you on pillow,
I miss you already.

CAPRICIOUS

You always find a way,
To get back to me,
After I throw you away,
I'm no longer an abandoned shipwreck.

I don't want to sing your song anymore,
Your song got me feeling sick,
You might think that I miss you,
I already found my heart in other place.

I see people always looked back at their past,
I used to see you in my dark days,
I'm still figuring out why
Am I attracted to this broken bird.

I could be the healer,
To heal your wounded heart,
I could be your savior,
To save your tortured soul.

You're still texting me,
I ignored all the messages,
You're so capricious and cruel,
But you're no longer existed.

WORK OF ART

Camera flash on honey,
Wait till I say ready,
Show us your best angle,
Perfect from head to toe,
Let the photos do the talking.

Public exposing in demand,
Trading your flesh into fame,
Be beautiful for us,
We will let the world know,
Our results are precious.

Won every contest in the town,
Give us your thumbs up
And double tapped,
Connecting with our virtual version,
Through the official account only.

You were lucky enough to
Have genetics made from golds and diamonds,
We are keeping you in the bank,
With the highest security level,
So no one can take you away.

I REMEMBER YOU

Watching you from afar,
Dreaming to be yours,
Crushing over you and
To be with you,
All of it was gone awhile.

Three years you went away,
I'm still not with somebody,
I found you again,
I seems can find the nerves and words,
To spill it before I lose you again.

Then here we are,
Your love are unconditionally,
After everything that you gave me,
You locked my heart,
And swallowed the key.

When I wake up from this dreamland,
I find you,
I want to be with you,
I keep you,
I remember you.

LUMINARY TALES

The sun whispered at me,

Asking how can the star align at night?

I told it because of you,

But they have never met.

You said you are in love,

With the man that brings you trouble?

Blinded by love?

Or some people are just blind?

Claiming that life is like a wheel,

Spinning around continuously,

Then why we can't stay the same?

Why can't we be young forever

If our life are moving in circle?

Light can guide you in the dark,

You can't see the light without the dark,

If you're feeling lost,

Just follow the luminary.

Again, does it all make senses?

Some of it are just a tales,

Truth of lies,

We're all effected by the luminaries.

JAPAN

You swore to the people

Love is just a lust,

Famous for being nude,

Selling sex for food.

Bombs away your home with your words,

Proving that you are big,

The sun will going down,

Upon a force of a power,

Showering the universe with pink blossoms,

You think it brings life and goodness,

Being ignorant to the other parts,

Happens only behind the scene.

As white as snow,

As red as fire,

The dark history are the witness,

Of the true side of you.

BLACK HOLE

The universe are cruel,

Only the planets and stars

Survive in the outer space,

But you can wear a spacesuit

And be my spaceman.

My heart falling fast as shooting stars,

The infection burst into supernova,

I'm drowning in your spicy lava,

Slowly turning into black hole.

I'm floating nowhere,

Without your invisible gravity,

To pull me back to you,

My cosmic love.

We would never shared the same galaxy,

I'll never walked through your milky way,

Carry me in your spaceship,

Take me to the furthest land,

Together we will disappear

From the eyes of the earth.

PINEAPPLE

We met for a coffee,

You asked for less sugar,

Meanwhile green tea for me,

I can already see our division.

I don't talked much,

You told me about your family

And your sad past,

You're not the only one.

I listened to every words,

I felt every breath,

I saw every wrinkles,

I was in love.

Love always torn me apart,

I lost myself in you,

Since the first day,

You stole my innocence.

Then I see you as yellow

As a pineapple on the inside,

You could just be honest to me,

But you're too afraid.

LOST

Maybe we were a perfect matches,

That's why we burned out,

Let the ghost carry away the sorrow,

Into a heart of emptiness.

You started the flames,

Got me dancing with the fires,

Make me play along with your riddles,

I would spinning with the roulette.

We used to had it all,

I let you lead the way,

You brought us to Neverland,

Where the love never grow.

You broke me a few times,

But I still mention your name in my sleep,

How I wish the love could return back,

So I don't fall to pieces.

I wonder where we could have been,

If you stay true to yourself

And love me back,

Before we lost it all.

GREEN LIGHT

The space is big,

If only I was not alone,

The gap is far,

Between me and you.

I built the wall so high,

So no one could reach,

You tried to get in,

I closed all the windows

And doors in me.

You took the spotlight away,

Judged me for who I am,

Or who I want to be,

I'll be my own light.

You could weaken my power,

You could break my soul,

But I'm a fighter,

And I won't lose any fight,

The strength is within me.

 I don't need any green light,

No I don't need any approval,

I made my own decision,

You will see the best version of me.

THE BEACH AND YOU

The sun set down,

Bringing all the lights out,

We were the witnesses

Of the beautiful disaster,

Then there we sit on the sand

In the dark and quietness,

I see your face through the moonlight

As you put your arms around my shoulder.

The rain come pouring

Hitting both of us,

You build us a shelter,

Keep me dry and warm.

We had a small talk

Over the past and future,

I can see sunrise in your eyes,

I smile and kiss your cheek.

You are the waves,

Always brings me back to the shore,

I would swim away with the fish,

Sinking in the deep ocean of you.

The beach hold many memories,

But you're there through it all,

You and the beach have pieces of me,

The only place that I can call home,

The one that stay,

The things that I love most.